K.Stock: Archive

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May 15th

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Apr 23rd

Comprehension

Reality can be illustrated diversely from individual to individual. What other planes exist alongside ours? So many questions I have but only a handful would have this conversation. The human mind does not comprehend what lies outside our bubble(Earth). Could be ignorance or may just be fear. But once we all open ourselves to existing life in other dimensions who knows what the human brain would...

Apr 21st

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Apr 11th

Spring.

Its strange how life can pass by some days as if they were just mere hours while others feel as if they could last forever.The human mind is so bizarre. This is my life. I control every second,every minute,hour,day,week,month,year,decade…lifetime. I will have to live consciously if I am to do this though. Some would say this is a very easy thing to accomplish. I differ. You do not...

Mar 27th

A reflection.

2011-2012. A year that I will never forget. My first year in NYC and boy did it shape me up. I wanted to give up so many times, move to another city and start over again. But there wouldnt be a point to that right? I would be in the same boat all over again. Living in NYC is unlike anything I have ever experienced. You will experience days of joy,laughter,endorphins raging to infinite territory....

Mar 20th

Hello World, Saturday November 26th,2011 11:06 PM Update on my life- I am now a bartender at a gay bar in Hells Kitchen. The money is fantastic but boy do you use a lot of energy. Looking to move into a place by the 1st of December. Having a really tough time finding something, but I know I will find something…i have to. Currently staying at a friends pad on 118th and 7th ave and...

Nov 27th

A Spiritual Awakening

Hello World, I moved out of my apartment on the Upper East Side this past Friday September 30th,2011. My roommate and I had our differences and I thought it was best for me to move on to another situation. Only problem was I was flat broke(negatives actually) and had no place to stay. So my friend O, and his roommates L and J invited me to stay with them in the Financial District until I was...

Oct 7th

Hello World, Leaves turn,a sun rises,people come and go, a sun sets. I am saddened that I gave into this medication. It numbed me, it took away what I am best at. I live my life with my emotions,and choose with my heart. I do not want to live If I cannot do so. This world is trying to control us and make us “perfect”. But that’s the beauty of it…We are far from it and...

Sep 28th

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I Am Me.

Hello old friend. I have not written on here since last December in 2010. I have lived in New York City for 8 months now and it has been the best experience of my life. Nothing has felt so exciting,vibrant and emotional… and real before in my entire life. I put everything to the test, risked it all and here I am. I have let my depression consume me and I have let myself down. But it is...

Sep 20th

Moving to NYC on December 30th,2010

Its been quite some time since i have been on here tumblr. San Francisco has been up and down for me since the summer ended. I have been working my butt off so i can move to NYC at the end of this month. Modeling has taken off as well! I have an amazing portfolio shot all by Scott Marrs, a wonderful photographer in SF. I will be going to all the agencies in NYC and hopefully be signed on by one of...

Dec 4th

HUGE Change?

I dont think I have ever been this content in my entire life. I have a great job, awesome friends, a progressive social life, and modeling is starting to take off. I have decided that I will be going to Madrid,Spain in January 2011 for 4-6 months. I have learned how to let go of the past,how to not control my future and live in the present. When you just relax, you have 300% more fun! Today I...

Aug 19th

From Dawn til' Dusk

A young boy once told me he would be someone;he would fight for independence, for peace,and for love. Growing up, this boy was told he had to act a certain way, to not stand out because that was just how it was. But he learned that he was different, that he had dreams, goals and ambitions to be something greater…..more than he currently was. He sat in his chair observing the trees that...

Jul 19th

Heh.

You live your whole life thinking what if…what if..what if… Sometimes you just have to live your life and take that unexpected risk, the one that will change everything. Its time to kick some ass :P.

Jul 15th

Home

Possilbly I just miss home and my life before san francisco. I need to plan a trip down soon. I am trying so hard to be strong and make sure i dont fail that im killing myself in the process. I should relax and just let things happen…something im deeply afraid of but i believe this is the best route to take. And dont think im suicidal or anything haha, just going through a rough time, thats...

Jul 9th

Confused Much?

Life sends us on an endless journey and doesnt give us a sense of direction. Some days you’ll wake up to a bright, happy go lucky day while others gloomy and depressing. When do you know you’re on the right yellow brick road? I face my enemies daily and it seems they are infinite and will never deplete. On the other hand, I have this sense of accomplishment,fuck you world type of...

Jul 8th

From a poet

There once was a boy who had dreams of exploring and living a pleasant life. He was then lost for quite some time……I think its time he came back already. For I do miss that boy. He had dreams of making peace,going on marvelous adventures around the world and even the universe. He forgot how beautiful the world can be. I can almost feel the sensations, memories and inner thoughts...

Jun 14th

Daylight Brings Happiness

I sit here, just examining this inch of sunlight peeking through the glass partially hidden by the white blinds that consume it. Little specks of dust, or at the moment, i would call them little specks of colorful organisms. They go about their day, just waiting for life to grow and finally-off they go flying once again in the daylight. You may think of me as a weirdo,a freak,or think im on some...

Mar 22nd

danielslee asked: Hey, hope you're enjoying San Fran! I'm so jealous! If you like ice cream, go to Mitchell's Ice Cream on San Jose Ave. There's really good breakfast at Mama's in North Beach. If you like Peruvian food, Fresca on Fillmore is realllly good but it's a little pricey. Drunk/late night (good) pizza-- go to Seniore's Pizza. Anyways, I always tell people these places...

Mar 9th

Endless Possibilities of Life

I woke up today thinking, ‘What adventure shall I go on today?’. Life has changed so much for me since i moved here to San Francisco. Just my overall thinking of how to live, how i think of myself,and the goals im making for myself have changed dramatically. Im becoming the person i wanted to be so long ago and to be honest, im very proud of myself. Ive never been happier and...

Mar 9th

Bright.Gigantic. Cloud?

This weather is so depressing-I love the San Francisco Area, but come on mother nature! Do your magic and give us some clear skies already! 2 days off! Woohoooo! Today i will be checking out the Haight/Ashburry Area and am getting a piercing with my new friend Kristina :D. Not sure if i want my cartilage pierced again or my vertical industrial….it will hurt yes, but its so worth it! Work...

Feb 10th

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My New Home-San Francisco

As of January 26th,2010, San Francisco,CA is my new home. Its so wonderful here-its everything plus much more than i expected it to be. Ive met some amazing people and my roomates are awesome. It is so liberal here! No one cares about who you are, what you do or what you wear. You can just be yourself :) I love it. Ive never been more happier in my life :D

Feb 4th

Good Ole New Years 2010? =D

Well Hello Tumblr :) How are you doing today? Ive been quite busy these past few months. I work full time, 6 days a week/40 hours + at Panera Bread. I feel so trapped there; i know i am smarter than this, so why am i still working there? Well good news! I am moving to San Francisco in 3 weeks!!!! Finally my dream of moving away and starting over again is happening :). You have no idea how...

Dec 31st

Adventure seeking Boy

Why is it that my life is so dramatic and all over the place? I understand the source of the problem originates from my parents and living at home. They are the reason why i am so overstressed and hate my life. I come home from working my 35 hours of work and college on the side and treat me like i am nothing. Well thats what ill give them. Nothing. I am moving out without letting them knowing- i...

Oct 6th

Lost

I just want to forget the past and move on. Somewhere far away, somewhere where ill never remember this past life. Im Lost. ?

Sep 10th

Aug 31st

Watch

Amazing Little Child Singing the ABC’s. What could be better?

Aug 31st

Am I lucky?

So this morning as i was driving on the freeway, i slowed down due to the car in front of me braking, but he swerved very fast to the other lane leaving me 15 or less feet from hitting the car in front of me. I slam on my brakes and luckily save myself from an accident;two cars behind me had to swerve into other lanes. When i was just getting home a little while ago from school. I exited the...

Aug 31st

Watch

I love Adele. Her voice is so comforting and I get lost in it whenever i hear her voice. I usually listen to her when i study for tests. You can use her for any mood really and it makes your day complete. :D

Aug 31st

Coffee+Bacon

This is what i consumed this morning as i woke up from 4 hours of sleep. Last night i studied my heart out reading until 2 AM in my Western Civ book. Hopefully i get a good grade, no..i will get a good grade on the test today. If i do not, i will be quite sad to say the least because i have wasted 2 weeks of my life going to school for nothing. I should be getting ready for school, yes. But i will...

Aug 31st

Aug 7th

I have missed you so

Tumblr. How long has it been? I forgot how nice it is to write down my thoughts after a hard day at work. Since July ive changed quite a bit. Learned a lot about myself actually. I believe this is my contemplative year. My 18 year old year was about just learning-living-enjoying-trying new things, good and bad. I hope to accomplish much this year. Although i work 2 jobs nowadays and have no time...

Aug 7th

Major :D

I have been searching for my major for quite some time now. But its funny how i thought about this my senior year of high school and forgot about it :. I want to look into broadcast journalism as a major(Cinema/Radio/Film). Anything in that field interests me really. Very competitive im sure, but im up for the challenge. Yay.

Jul 20th

Work

Mornings are horrible now. Working 2 jobs, getting up at 6 am or earlier in summer; Well its not my cup of tea. Im making mulah though, thats a plus :) Im considering moving to Long Beach instead of Santa Monica next summer. If not that….anywhere in the US really :) I just need to be next to a major city and the beach. Maybe San Fran. Could just work.

Jul 14th

Unexplainable Feelings

On Friday July 3rd, a big change occured in my life. I was to pick up Angel (baseball) tickets from an old family friend. I ended up staying and talking to Cindy(the mom) and Ashley(one of their 3 daughters). Cindy is the one person who will break my mom and help her accept me as being gay. They have been friends for many years and they trust eachother very much. Slowly my mom is understanding...

Jul 6th

Round

Finally life is turning out like i hoped it would. Im so excited to see where it goes!

Jun 30th