November 2011
1 post
Hello World,
Saturday November 26th,2011 11:06 PM
Update on my life- I am now a bartender at a gay bar in Hells Kitchen. The money is fantastic but boy do you use a lot of energy. Looking to move into a place by the 1st of December. Having a really tough time finding something, but I know I will find something…i have to. Currently staying at a friends pad on 118th and 7th ave and...
October 2011
1 post
A Spiritual Awakening
Hello World,
I moved out of my apartment on the Upper East Side this past Friday September 30th,2011. My roommate and I had our differences and I thought it was best for me to move on to another situation. Only problem was I was flat broke(negatives actually) and had no place to stay. So my friend O, and his roommates L and J invited me to stay with them in the Financial District until I was...
September 2011
2 posts
Hello World,
Leaves turn,a sun rises,people come and go, a sun sets.
I am saddened that I gave into this medication. It numbed me, it took away what I am best at. I live my life with my emotions,and choose with my heart. I do not want to live If I cannot do so. This world is trying to control us and make us “perfect”. But that’s the beauty of it…We are far from it and...
I Am Me.
Hello old friend.
I have not written on here since last December in 2010. I have lived in New York City for 8 months now and it has been the best experience of my life. Nothing has felt so exciting,vibrant and emotional… and real before in my entire life. I put everything to the test, risked it all and here I am. I have let my depression consume me and I have let myself down. But it is...
December 2010
1 post
Moving to NYC on December 30th,2010
Its been quite some time since i have been on here tumblr. San Francisco has been up and down for me since the summer ended. I have been working my butt off so i can move to NYC at the end of this month. Modeling has taken off as well! I have an amazing portfolio shot all by Scott Marrs, a wonderful photographer in SF. I will be going to all the agencies in NYC and hopefully be signed on by one of...
August 2010
1 post
HUGE Change?
I dont think I have ever been this content in my entire life. I have a great job, awesome friends, a progressive social life, and modeling is starting to take off. I have decided that I will be going to Madrid,Spain in January 2011 for 4-6 months. I have learned how to let go of the past,how to not control my future and live in the present. When you just relax, you have 300% more fun! Today I...
July 2010
4 posts
From Dawn til' Dusk
A young boy once told me he would be someone;he would fight for independence, for peace,and for love. Growing up, this boy was told he had to act a certain way, to not stand out because that was just how it was. But he learned that he was different, that he had dreams, goals and ambitions to be something greater…..more than he currently was. He sat in his chair observing the trees that...
Heh.
You live your whole life thinking what if…what if..what if…
Sometimes you just have to live your life and take that unexpected risk, the one that will change everything. Its time to kick some ass :P.
Home
Possilbly I just miss home and my life before san francisco. I need to plan a trip down soon. I am trying so hard to be strong and make sure i dont fail that im killing myself in the process. I should relax and just let things happen…something im deeply afraid of but i believe this is the best route to take. And dont think im suicidal or anything haha, just going through a rough time, thats...
Confused Much?
Life sends us on an endless journey and doesnt give us a sense of direction. Some days you’ll wake up to a bright, happy go lucky day while others gloomy and depressing. When do you know you’re on the right yellow brick road? I face my enemies daily and it seems they are infinite and will never deplete. On the other hand, I have this sense of accomplishment,fuck you world type of...
June 2010
1 post
From a poet
There once was a boy who had dreams of exploring and living a pleasant life.
He was then lost for quite some time……I think its time he came back already. For I do miss that boy. He had dreams of making peace,going on marvelous adventures around the world and even the universe. He forgot how beautiful the world can be. I can almost feel the sensations, memories and inner thoughts...
March 2010
3 posts
Daylight Brings Happiness
I sit here, just examining this inch of sunlight peeking through the glass partially hidden by the white blinds that consume it. Little specks of dust, or at the moment, i would call them little specks of colorful organisms. They go about their day, just waiting for life to grow and finally-off they go flying once again in the daylight. You may think of me as a weirdo,a freak,or think im on some...
danielslee asked: Hey, hope you're enjoying San Fran! I'm so jealous! If you like ice cream, go to Mitchell's Ice Cream on San Jose Ave. There's really good breakfast at Mama's in North Beach. If you like Peruvian food, Fresca on Fillmore is realllly good but it's a little pricey. Drunk/late night (good) pizza-- go to Seniore's Pizza. Anyways, I always tell people these places...
Endless Possibilities of Life
I woke up today thinking, ‘What adventure shall I go on today?’. Life has changed so much for me since i moved here to San Francisco. Just my overall thinking of how to live, how i think of myself,and the goals im making for myself have changed dramatically. Im becoming the person i wanted to be so long ago and to be honest, im very proud of myself. Ive never been happier and...
February 2010
2 posts
Bright.Gigantic. Cloud?
This weather is so depressing-I love the San Francisco Area, but come on mother nature! Do your magic and give us some clear skies already! 2 days off! Woohoooo! Today i will be checking out the Haight/Ashburry Area and am getting a piercing with my new friend Kristina :D. Not sure if i want my cartilage pierced again or my vertical industrial….it will hurt yes, but its so worth it! Work...
My New Home-San Francisco
As of January 26th,2010, San Francisco,CA is my new home. Its so wonderful here-its everything plus much more than i expected it to be. Ive met some amazing people and my roomates are awesome. It is so liberal here! No one cares about who you are, what you do or what you wear. You can just be yourself :) I love it. Ive never been more happier in my life :D
December 2009
1 post
Good Ole New Years 2010? =D
Well Hello Tumblr :) How are you doing today?
Ive been quite busy these past few months. I work full time, 6 days a week/40 hours + at Panera Bread. I feel so trapped there; i know i am smarter than this, so why am i still working there? Well good news!
I am moving to San Francisco in 3 weeks!!!! Finally my dream of moving away and starting over again is happening :). You have no idea how...
October 2009
1 post
Adventure seeking Boy
Why is it that my life is so dramatic and all over the place? I understand the source of the problem originates from my parents and living at home. They are the reason why i am so overstressed and hate my life. I come home from working my 35 hours of work and college on the side and treat me like i am nothing. Well thats what ill give them. Nothing. I am moving out without letting them knowing- i...
September 2009
1 post
Lost
I just want to forget the past and move on.
Somewhere far away, somewhere where ill never remember this past life.
Im Lost.
?
August 2009
7 posts
WatchAmazing Little Child Singing the ABC’s. What could be better?
Am I lucky?
So this morning as i was driving on the freeway, i slowed down due to the car in front of me braking, but he swerved very fast to the other lane leaving me 15 or less feet from hitting the car in front of me. I slam on my brakes and luckily save myself from an accident;two cars behind me had to swerve into other lanes.
When i was just getting home a little while ago from school. I exited the...
WatchI love Adele. Her voice is so comforting and I get lost in it whenever i hear her voice. I usually listen to her when i study for tests. You can use her for any mood really and it makes your day complete. :D
Coffee+Bacon
This is what i consumed this morning as i woke up from 4 hours of sleep. Last night i studied my heart out reading until 2 AM in my Western Civ book. Hopefully i get a good grade, no..i will get a good grade on the test today. If i do not, i will be quite sad to say the least because i have wasted 2 weeks of my life going to school for nothing. I should be getting ready for school, yes. But i will...
I have missed you so
Tumblr. How long has it been? I forgot how nice it is to write down my thoughts after a hard day at work. Since July ive changed quite a bit. Learned a lot about myself actually. I believe this is my contemplative year. My 18 year old year was about just learning-living-enjoying-trying new things, good and bad. I hope to accomplish much this year. Although i work 2 jobs nowadays and have no time...
July 2009
3 posts
Major :D
I have been searching for my major for quite some time now. But its funny how i thought about this my senior year of high school and forgot about it :. I want to look into broadcast journalism as a major(Cinema/Radio/Film). Anything in that field interests me really. Very competitive im sure, but im up for the challenge. Yay.
Work
Mornings are horrible now. Working 2 jobs, getting up at 6 am or earlier in summer; Well its not my cup of tea. Im making mulah though, thats a plus :) Im considering moving to Long Beach instead of Santa Monica next summer. If not that….anywhere in the US really :) I just need to be next to a major city and the beach. Maybe San Fran. Could just work.
Unexplainable Feelings
On Friday July 3rd, a big change occured in my life. I was to pick up Angel (baseball) tickets from an old family friend. I ended up staying and talking to Cindy(the mom) and Ashley(one of their 3 daughters). Cindy is the one person who will break my mom and help her accept me as being gay. They have been friends for many years and they trust eachother very much. Slowly my mom is understanding...
June 2009
27 posts
Round
Finally life is turning out like i hoped it would. Im so excited to see where it goes!
Tumblarity
Can suck my balls.
30 somethin to 19? really? :( haha
Ima
Dance in my kitchen.
Dream
Last night i had the strangest dream. Was in some type of grocery store with elderly women. We all ran, i ended up going in a bathroom which is the bathroom downstairs in my house. Someone was trying to break down the door. Im holding it with all my might. Next thing i know is that i give up, open the door and this man comes in and starts burning me with this tool. I have burns all over my body,...
Do a 360!
Saying that I’m “excited” for life is just not enough. Growing up, i resented doing certain chores, going to school, having to do homework, but now I look at this at a different angle. We do certain things in life, and are told to do these tasks not to just waste our time, but to engage ourselves and learn from these experiences. Everyday should be treated like its our last day....
Goal of the Week #1
Beat Legend of the Dragoon on Playstation.
On Disc 3/4. So excited to beat it!! Its a long adventure, thats for sure :)
MIA
Ive been dealing with my recovery since Friday. I will always remember how this feels to go to the bathroom and feel this horrible pain. I miss running, dancing, talking to people in the world and living my life. Cant wait till i heal up :)
In the meantime im playing Legend of the Dragoon and on Disc 3! haha, yes im concentrating on playing games while i recover. I could probably be focusing on...
Can you use your whole brain?
This world is full of surprises. One day, you will be overly happy, and the next something goes wrong and your smile turns upside down. Everyone is connected more than they think. Ever wonder if we could be telepathic? I mean i might be crazy for thinking this, but really, why cant we? We only use what, 10% of our brain they say right? If we had the ability to use the other 90%, think of what we...
Fancy Footwork
Lyrics to Fancy Footwork : Two-step X6 Bright lights, TV screen. Feels like looking at a magazine. You learn, on the floor. Feels like dancing is the way to go. But if you let her see that fancy footwork, show her that you’re not that shy. Let her see that fancy footwork, show her you’re that type of guy. Two-step X6 Young boy, won’t be late. This girl ain’t really got...
At this moment, I love Boxers.
At this moment, I love Basketball Shorts.
At this moment, I love Big Headphones.
At this moment, I love you :)
“Time is free, but it’s priceless. You can’t
own it, but you can use...”
– Harvey MacKay
As Death Comes Around the Corner
Life can be quite unexpected at times. Every day, babies are born, and the ones we love the most, die at the most random parts of our lives in which we hoped would never happen. But thats how it has to be. The circle of life occurs in this way to help others have the courage to move on with life and be able to help another person who might soon be dealing with the same situation as he/she just...
Urban Dictionary-Kevin
Kevin1. v. The act of hip-thrusting. The body is positioned in such a manner in which the movement of the pelvic muscles is maximized whereas the movement of the rest of the body is minimized. The hips are then thrusted back and forth in rapid succession. See HardGay. After winning the epic warcraft match, Daniel kevined his monitor. 2. basicilly a kid with a huge dick. looks great, smells...
Star Trek-2009
Wow. This movie blew my mind away. I saw it today with my friend Kelsey at the Block of Orange. I went in thinking, eh its just another space movie. But, damn was I wrong. The special effects,acting,and the storyline in this movie was unbelievable. I must say this is now one of my favorite movies. I highly recommend this movie to anyone wanting to see a movie this month. 5/5 Stars For Sure :D
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Random
Im a Very Random Person.
I cant stick to one topic for more than a minute, i swear.
That is all :)
As the Sun Rises
As summer approaches, i think to myself, am I ready for this? To live my life? Its a scary thought of growing up. Im very afraid to move out on my own again and become independent for the rest of my life. With this economy, i dont know if i will be able to leave by spring 2010 though. My dream would be to live in Santa Monica, attend the community college there and learn how to surf again. To do...