I Am Me.
Hello old friend.
I have not written on here since last December in 2010. I have lived in New York City for 8 months now and it has been the best experience of my life. Nothing has felt so exciting,vibrant and emotional… and real before in my entire life. I put everything to the test, risked it all and here I am. I have let my depression consume me and I have let myself down. But it is time for those days to disappear and for me to take control of the journey I am on. I have worked my ass off to get here and I won’t give up now. I have to remember that 16 year old boy looking outside his window,hoping for a new life,an escape, an adventure of a lifetime. He shot for the stars so I need to now as well. This is the first time I have cried in quite some time and I am enjoying every bit of it….i have been so afraid to let go and I need to remember to live every day to the fullest, for we never know when it may be our last.
I came here to accomplish a goal and I will not fail. I will not give up. I will be someone, and I will be remembered. You can take everything I have but you can’t have my pride and soul. I don’t need to hide anymore. Life shouldn’t scare me, I should embrace it and love every second of it. It will be a rough and bumpy ride, but I will push and shove until I succeed and make this world a better place. Dont get in my way, I’m not stopping for anything. It’s time for Kevin Stock to become the person he once was,wanted to be,and hoped to become.
Hello world,I’m back. :)
9/20/11 4:30 p.m.
Kevin Stock
