As Death Comes Around the Corner
Life can be quite unexpected at times. Every day, babies are born, and the ones we love the most, die at the most random parts of our lives in which we hoped would never happen. But thats how it has to be. The circle of life occurs in this way to help others have the courage to move on with life and be able to help another person who might soon be dealing with the same situation as he/she just did.
Will I die at a young age? I can’t answer that. But I know that for the time I’ve alraedy been alive, i have made an impact on many lives-good or bad, you choose. In my heart I know that I am a good person. I may have a f***ed up life at the worst times in my life but thats how it is really. I dont regret anything I have done. It has made me the person I am today. At 1:30 i will be put under and have surgery. Its not some intense surgery but I am a little scared -What if I dont wake up? How will people respond to my death? Will they miss me? I wish I had more time to prepare for my leave of absense. Yes, i just called it that. :). Overall i think ive done a good ole job these past 19 years. Im not writing my will. No, I’m just wondering how it will feel like when someone says you have _ years to live. The questions that go through your head will be intense, swarming with endless pressure. Will you be ready?
I know I am.
